As far as I know I have nothing to worry about with Chris. But the what if's that can go through a mothers head are a killer. I am stressed to the max, writing here helps even more because no one is reading except me. My husband isn't working right now, hes taking a class to be a certified home builder, and money is tight. I am the only one working, I'm not mad, he worked full time while i finished college, and now I have a degree, so I am doing the same. Never the less, even when he was the only one working I was stressed about money. He has a child support payment we can not make and bills that get paid but leave us little to get by on. I' m tiered ad worrid about my son and our families future. I can handel the money problems, but sometimes, when the kids want and need things and the money I woked so hard to put away in savings is almost gone, it gets me down. I wan to buy them thigs, take them places, and I know it wont be long before my husband has a good job and we aren't struggling anymore and I knw that hard work has the best pay off in the end, but sometimes it's so hard osee the light at the end of the tunnel, of the money issue and the confusing medical issues.
On a lighter note, Topher has been in a better mood and behaving better. No big fits or out bursts. He's like a whole new child.
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